Wednesday, September 22, 2010

How do I decide?

Given: I choose to continue existing because I have a responsibility to my sons.   However, being a mother to two teens cannot fill all of my time.   Thanks to the university, I now have a lot of time on my hands. How do I choose to fill it?

Sensibleness and practicality says I search for another job /carreer.   But even though I have an idea for one that suits my abilities, training, and disabilities that's not how I'm choosing to fill my time.   Why not?   Should I be listening to this other drive or surpressing it and doing the sensible thing?   On what basis do I choose?

I've never had to choose before. Its always been obvious what I should aim for. This is distinctly uncomfortable.

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